amongst the old spruce trees
Notes from a residency at Mustarinda in January 2023
“
amongst the old spruce trees,
i follow a path
make a path, merge, intertwine
with those who’ve walked before me.
follow the traces of a snow hare,
a squirrel, an ermine,
a wolverine - or so i wish…
walking through a powdery blanket,
crunching away through a hard crust,
and on top of a white carpet
sprinkled with hundreds and thousands,
with forest bits - lichen and such.
amongst the old spruce trees,
i listen to the sound of my breathing
mixing with that of the age-old forest,
the creaking of the trees,
the drumming of a woodpecker.
gazing up to see the sun,
see the sky,
the clouds, the moon, the stars.
i ’hail to the earth, hail to the water,
hail to the one who hails me.’
with my poor sense of smell and
an easily-distracted inner compass,
i dare not veer too far off
the track marked with blue & green breadcrumbs,
so as not to be forever caught
in a forest-cover, ’an otherworld
where the sun rises in the west
and sets in the east’.
my naked human-animal body
is ill-equipped to survive
on its own in this wintery habitat,
and so i walk in the forest as
a kind of hybrid-human;
a mix of wool and micro-plastics,
snowshoes
attached to my feet and
skiing poles
in my hands, i trudge on,
awkwardly.
such peculiar tracks i leave behind.
venturing out to return again,
to come together,
in the kitchen,
enveloped by a comforting darkness
and bubbling words, laughter,
holding and sharing tender ideas
to be further cared for
and gently nurtured.
”
Quotes from Tree People by Ritva Kovalainen & Sanni Seppo (2006).